CH-CH-CH-CHANGES

Das Behr survived another birthday-- yea! Forty-five physical years on this plane of existence. Recently a friend noticed that Das Behr had shaved off his beard and commented wow- you look sooo much younger! Easily 32 or so!

Hmmm, maybe some stubble will be the look for Spring...

Oh, and a new distraction:

New Bear, Cub, and Chaser Chat Site

Das Behr will see where this goes... hehehe

Das Behr has been seeing this phrase with more and more frequency...

LTR/Open

Das Behr is cool with open relationships... whatever a couple agrees upon is THEIR AGREEMENT. Yet if presented with an option to relieve an itch and that itch is within an LTR/Open, how does one go about and get the balls rolling?

Mr M. is a tall, hunky bear with a firm arse which makes Das Behr's mouth water and tongue to twitch. Just thinking about lapping betwixt those man globes...

stop, stop, stop... time for another cold shower!

Das Behr was accused recently, of being too aggressive. Moi? too aggressive? When my accuser was asked to explain his rationale- DasBehr only got a "that's not my way" for an explanation.

WHAT??!!??

Okay, whatevah

Male-to-male contact is what this ol' bear CRAVES. Body contact. Legs intertwined full contact...

Uh-oh...

Cold Shower Time!

So Sayeth Das Behr

Here I go again...

Recently, like yesterday, I got a phone call in the oh-dark-thirty time of the morning. It was Manny calling the house phone. "Pick-up, pick-up the phone! Okay, so you must still be comatose- listen up, Nelson is trying to get a hold of you- you didn't pay your cell bill, did you? Call Nelson, they'd been trying to get a hold of you and they called me, like, four minutes ago."

Groggedly, Das Behr picked up the receiver of the cordless phone. "Wait are you still there?"
"Yeah, you didn't pay your cell bill did you?"
"Ah, no- not yet, I didn't have enough cash, so I just chocked that up as one of the penalties of not turning in my timecard on-time."
"Yeah, well NEXT time would you let me know? I'll pay for it and then you can pay me back. But hey- call your temp agency- some woman called me around 7:30 looking for you..."
"Nelson? Why couldn't they wait til I got into work?"
"I don't know, she said she was calling from the road and if she can't speak to you directly- then she'll hafta get you at work."
"Oh, okay- thanks Manny I'll call her, now."
"How much do you owe for your Cell?"
"The usual- 60 bucks."
"Okay, your phone should be back on in about an hour."
"Oh okay-thanks!"
****
"Hi, this is Amy..."

I won't bother you with the text version of my conversation. Suffice to say, I was informed that the "client" has terminated my contract. Talk about being blind-sighted and BROAD sided at the same time! Yeah, this was just how I wanted to start my day. I spoke to Jenifer sometime around ten-hundred hours and she stated that if I have any personal stuff at the tower, that I'll need to ask for her when I arrived at the security desk.

It's all about numbers with those guys. Despite the fact that I was informed in writing that my manager will "partner" with me to get my numbers up to where they need to be. During my last coaching and feedback with Ms W, she herself said that she wasn't too concerned with my numbers because "we know you can do this, based on all the 100's you got in the end of January..." Jenifer said that they [the client] had to do a head count reduction and therefore they terminated the contract. But hey, Sony wasn't your employer- Nelson is, and we'll help locate another position, closer to San Jose. Um, okay, but I'm NOT holding my breath.

Besides, SCEA, looks mighty impressive sitting there on top of my resume.

No Apologies, No Regrets...

Well, okay one regret...
I didn't get the opportunity to bond with family on the floor. Well one guy that had Das Behr's gaydar pegged into the MARY category said that he was not gay when Das Behr got permission to ask a personal question- I was SHOCKED- no, no, I'm talking my mouth dropped open in complete disbelief when Robert stated that he was straight. Yeah, okay, excuse me but can you expand the size of that closet? It's obviously not big enough!

For those people that I felt a link with, I sent an email from Das Behr's "business address" and entitled the email "Ciao and Good Luck". I must say it felt good to get responses from the "non-floor" members of the vid-game giant.

As for now, here I go again... I hate looking for work- now there's more urgency- Das Behr has payments on The Gr1f to make and believe you me, I'll start charging for sex if I hafta.

So Sayeth Das Behr