Yeah, I fucked up.
I said the wrong thing. When you're told by someone that you care for that you are loved by that person, please say something other than "thank-you".
I'll be paying for that screw-up for some time to come. He said he loved me. but I didn't want to cheapen it and throw in a hasty I love you too.
Last time I did something like that- I was called "callous" by another. I never saw the warning signs, I had no idea that Andreas was in love with me. I was in my late 20's at that time. Andreas never told me but he always confided in Mickey. Andreas went to visit his grandmother in Germany to sort out his feelings for me. Mickey said I broke his heart. She said that I should have known. I didn't have a clue.
I never saw him again.
He flipped his car on the autobahn and died upon impact.
30 August, 2006
Hindsight is always 20/20
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